I've joked that I should only create with scraps of paper and left over paint because that is when the art truly comes to life. I think it's because I am no longer trying to make something, I just don't want to waste the last of the paint. Knowing that, I'm working on having less expectations when I go into the studio.
The only thing I know for sure is that there is more in me. That I'm only at the very beginning of this road. And that there is a lot of work ahead so I better get to it!